Thursday, December 30, 2010

kamu..

jika kamu gundah gulana..
saya rasa gelap gulita..
jika kamu serabut kepala hutak..
saya rasa nak tercabut hati yang bengkak..
jika kamu sayu dan suram..
sy rasa pilu dan bungkam..
jika kamu x mau di ganggu..
saya rasa tersiksa menunggu..


Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Sunday, December 5, 2010

oh... i almost forgot..!


oh.. i almost forgot that i'm broke...

i bought too many thing these 2 days...
i bought things that i don't really need...
i blame myself for not reminding me that i'm actually broke...huk..

still i drove from Bp to Pt Raja with the intention to buy more things....hahaha
thanx to my best buddy, dwiyana... for not reminding me that i'm actually broke...huk huk huk



Friday, November 5, 2010

qīnài de..


Xiānshēng...


Wǒ xiǎngniàn nǐ... sangat!!~

Nǐ wèishéme méiyǒu zhème zuò guò? Nǐ dāyìng rìzi huì bǎ nǐ duì wǒ shuō shíhuà wǒ qīnài de..

Nǐ ràng wǒ shāngxīn... :(


Thursday, November 4, 2010

You should have told me that your feelings had faded..



it's impossible to understand..
what's going through in a guy's heart..
You told me that you wanted me..
and now that i've had given you everything..
you tell me you're leaving..

You told me that it was the first time you felt this way..
and said i that was special..
i believed you.. and it was my happiness..

You should have told me that your feelings had faded..
i had no idea, and i continued to depend on you..
Although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you..
because i'm a girl, to whom love is everything..

They say that when you give a guy all he wants..
he quickly gets bored..
and now i know that's the truth..
and although i tell myself..
i'll never be tricked by love again..
i fall in love, and my heart is broken again..

You should have told me that your feelings had faded..
i had no idea, and i continued to depend on you..
Although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you..
because i'm a girl, to whom love is everything..

They say that when you give a guy all he wants..
he quickly gets bored..
and now i know that's the truth..
and although i tell myself..
i'll never be tricked by love again..
i fall in love, and my heart is broken again..

You should have told me that your feelings had faded..
i had no idea, and i continued to depend on you..
Although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you..
because i'm a girl, to whom love is everything..

please don't break the hearts of girls..
who'll do anything for love..
i didn't know that living this life while being loves would be so hard..
Although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you..
because i'm a girl, to whom love is everything..
Although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you..
because i'm a girl, to whom love is everything..

[today we broke up..
you told me to meet someone better than you...
and be happy..
you're just like all the other guys..
what happened to when you told me that you loved me?
honestly, i don't want you to be happy...
what am i going to do if you really forget about me?
i'm in so much pain, more pain than i can bare...
because i'm still in love with you..]

please don't break the herats of girls..
who'll do anything for love..
i didn't know that living this life while being loves would be so hard..
Although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you..
because i'm a girl, to whom love is everything..

Although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you..
because i'm a girl, to whom love is everything..

Although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you..
because i'm a girl, to whom love is everything..

Although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you..
[there's someone i'm in love with..]
because i'm a girl, to whom love is everything..
[although i can't be with her now...
i'm still in love with her..]

Monday, August 16, 2010

silence it is...



"tears o' tears..
Why are u here?
"I'm sad.."

Tears o' tears..
Why are u sad?
"i'm in grief"

Tears o' tears..
Why are u in grief?
"i'm missing"

Tears o' tears..
Why are u missing?
"because of the silence"

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

I Luph U, Bibeh :-* ...!!~




Biar kata nenek sihir
Bagiku kau Britney Spears
O o
I luph u bibeh

Biar kata mirip buaya
Bagiku Luna Maya
O o
I luph u bibeh

Aku cinta kepadamu...
Sayang ini hanya untukmu...
Untukmu untukmu...

Biar kata kau musibah
Bagiku kau anugrah
O o
I luph u bibeh

Biar orang berkata apa
Bagiku kau segalanya
O o
I luph u bibeh

Aku cinta kepadamu...
Sayang ini hanya untukmu...
Untukmu untukmu...

I luph u bibeh
I luph u bibeh
I luph u bibeh.....

Aku cinta kepadamu...
Sayang ini hanya untukmu...
untukmu...

Aku cinta kepadamu...
Sayang ini hanya untukmu...
Untukmu untukmu... untukmu..



**************************
*

-={I Luph U, Bibeh...haha :-* }=-

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

||Bila rasaku ini rasamu (-_-')||



Aku memang terlanjur mencintaimu
Dan tak pernah ku sesali itu
Seluruh jiwa rela ku serahkan
Mengenang janji setiaku


Kumohon jangan jadikan semua ini
Alasan kau menyakitiku
Meskipun cintamu tak hanya untukku
Tapi cobalah sejenak mengerti


Bila rasaku ini rasamu
Sanggupkah engkau menahan sakitnya
Terkhianati cinta yang kau jaga

Coba bayangkan kembali
Betapa hancurnya hati ini kasih
Semua telah terjadi

Aku memang terlanjur mencintaimu




**sigh**
xiangnian ni xiansheng......

Sunday, May 16, 2010

happY Teacher's day...!!~ miss u guys a lot!~

video



miss u all a lot!!~

-the joy we had...
the pain we shared...
will always on my mind...!!~-

** all pix are non-edited, curik from my friends and my personal collection... sorry about the quality!!~

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Thursday, April 29, 2010

life and gambling...!!~



life is like gambling...
everything is possible....!!!~
i gambled mine..
and i'm stuck between dream and reality...
when love is like a dream..
the reality kills the sleeps..!!~



||Takkan Ku menyerah Kalah || Walau mimpi ku musnah || Harapan Ku hancur || Sayapku patah||



Tak pernah sesaat daku meragui
apa yang telah daku temui
slama ini,

Tak pernah sesaat daku menyesali,
apa yang telah aku nikmati,
apa ku alami,
slagi hayat di kandung badan,


Takkan ku menyerah kalah,
walau mimpi ku musnah,
harapan ku hancur,
sayapku patah,

kan ku pancarkan cahaya,
seperti pelita ke srata dunia,
yang gelap gelita
sehingga hembusan nafas
yang terakhir.

tak pernah sesaat ku mencurigai,
apa yg telah aku kecapi,
stakat ini,


tiba saatnya kan ku tangisi,
pada yang pergi, takkan kembali
Kembali lagi,


Slagi jasadku belum terkubur!
Slagi tubuhku, belum ditimpa uzur!
pantang datuk nenek moyangku,
Berundur!

Akan Ku Pancar Cahaya Seperti Pelita,
Ke Srata Dunia,
Seperti Cahaya.

sorry..

is that all..?
what's that supposed to mean?


hurm...
-diam lebey baek-



xiangnian ta..

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Thursday, April 22, 2010

saat kau jauh......



Baru sebentar saja
Kau bergegas meninggalkanku
Rasa rindu padamu
Kini bersarang di benakku

Cinta itu anugrah
Yang tak mungkin mudah
Ku melepaskannya

Walau seribu rintangan
Tak gentar ku untuk
Menjalani semua denganmu

Dengarkanlah aku yang setia di hatimu
Kehadiranmu sungguh berharga bagiku
Maka jangan terlalu lama engkau jauh
Jauh di pandangan mataku

Semua rasa curigaku terhadapmu
Semata karena ku takut kehilanganmu
Maka jangan coba tuk berpaling darimu
Berpaling mengkhianatiku

jangan pernah berubah...!!~




Biarkan waktu teruslah berputar
Mencintai kamu penuh rasa sabar
Meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan
Ku ikhlas ‘tuk bertahan

Cintaku padamu begitu besar
Namun kau tak pernah bisa merasakan
Malah kini kau ucapkan selamat tinggal
Membuat keresahan

Reff:[*]
Meninggalkanku tanpa perasaan
Hingga ku jatuhkan airmata
Kekecewaan ku sungguh tak berarah
Biarkan ku harus bertahan

[**]
Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah
Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah

Back to Reff:[*] , [**]

Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
Ku relakan yang indah dalam hatinya

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

||~¡¡˙˙buǝɥsuɐıx uɐıubuɐıx||

˙˙˙uıʞɥɔunɯ

||~¡¡˙˙buǝɥsuɐıx ıu uɐıubuɐıx||

**ɟǝıɹb**

||~¡¡˙˙ɹɐǝp noʎ ɥʇıʍ ǝq ssǝuıddɐɥ ǝɥʇ ןןɐ ʎɐɯ||

Saturday, April 17, 2010




"Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku

Tiada lagi keresahan
Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku
Tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan

Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah

Maaf jikaku tidak sempurna
Tika bahagia mula menjelma
Bila keyakinan datang merasa
Kasih disalut dengan kejujuran

Mencintai dirimu
Merindui dirimu
Memiliki dirimu
Hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu

Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah

Kau yang bernama cinta
Hingga aku rasa indah"

still waiting for the explanation.....

-munchkin-....

-abcdefghijklmnopqrstvwxyz-

sangat.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

still..Will...

it's been weeks....
Still and Will be waiting for the explaination and clarification...

(-_-') hurm...

**grief...**

Doa ketika dukacita dan bersedih...


"Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku adalah hambaMu, anak kepada hambaMu, anak kepada hamba perempuanMu, ubun-ubunku di tanganMu, terlaksana ke atasku hukumanMu dan adil kehakimanMu terhadapku, aku memohon kepadaMu dengan setiap nama yang Engkau namakan dengannya diriMu, atau Engkau turunkan di dalam kitabMu, atau Engkau telah mengajarnya kepada seseorang daripada makhlukMu atau yang tersembunyi pada ilmu ghaib di sisiMu, jadikanlah Al-Quran penenang hatiku, cahaya di dadaku, penghapus kedukaanku dan penghilang kesusahanku."



**grief**

waiting.. and still waiting.... menanti konklusi sambil mengadaptasi...!!~


Tuesday, April 13, 2010

sucks!!~



i'd try to be as busy as a bee...
but still i end up staring at nothing...
i have books in my hand...
i didn't read it... i'm frozen...my mind is frozen...
i have notebooks in front of me...
i didn't write anything...i'm frozen...
i have lappy in front of me...
i'm facebooking but still... i'm frozen....


i will be freeze like this untill i found the answer for each questions mark hanging all over me?
ignoring and avoiding won't solve problems...
confront and explain!
will be waiting until u get the guts to confront and explain!

be fair dear!!~

aku Bukan superman dear....




Aku bukanlah superman
Aku juga bisa nangis
Jika kekasih hatiku
Pergi meninggalkan aku

Ayahku selalu berkata padaku
Laki-laki tak boleh nangis
Harus selalu kuat harus selalu tangguh
Harus bisa jadi tahan banting

Tapi ternyata sakitnya cinta
Buat aku menangis

Ayahku selalu memarahi aku
Jika jatuh air mataku
Kata ayah selalu air mata itu
Adalah tanda kelemahan
Tapi ternyata air mataku
Ternyata jatuh juga

separuh jiwa ku pergi..bersama kamu..!!~




Separuh Jiwaku Pergi
Memang Indah Semua
Tapi Berakhir Luka


Benar ku Mencintaimu
Tapi Tak Begini
Kau Khianati Hati Ini
Kau Curangi Aku


Kau Bilang Tak Pernah Bahagia
Selama Dengan Aku
itu Ucap Bibirmu

Kau Dustakan Semua
Yang Kita Bina
Kau Hancurkan Semua

Kini roda Telah BerPutar....??!!~




Dulu aku kau puja
Dulu aku kau sayang
Dulu aku sang juara
Yang slalu engkau cinta
Kini roda telah berputar
..

Kini aku kau hina
Kini aku kau buang
Jauh dari hidupmu
Kini aku sengsara
Roda memang telah berputar


Mana janji manismu
Mencintaiku sampai mati
Kini engkau pun pergi
Saat ku terpuruk sendiri

Akulah sang mantan
Akulah sang mantan

Sakit teriris sepi
Ketika cinta telah pergi

Akulah sang mantan
Akulah sang mantan

Mana janji manismu
Setia sampai aku mati
Kini engkau pun pergi
Saat ku jatuh dan sendiri


Mana janji janjimu


-where o' where anak kamben saya?-

Monday, April 12, 2010

huk..


damn.... i miss the owner of this note.... (-_-')

alahai..

tried to live life as usual..
tried to be happy..
tried to wake up rise and shine..
tried to forget..
try to back off..
tried everything...

but it's all seems fake...
everyone knows i'm pretending..


yes i still remember..
and still can't forget..
and still xiangnian wo de xiansheng..
:'(





Suaraku (Berharap) ~ Hijau Daun

Disini aku masih sendiri
merenungi hari-hari sepi
Aku tanpamu
Masih tanpamu

Bila esok hari datang lagi
Ku coba untuk hadapi semua ini
Meski tanpamu, Oo~ meski tanpamu

Bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar
Mentari yang tenang bersamaku disini
Ku dapat tertawa menangis merenung
di tempat ini aku bertahan

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
Aku disini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apakah aku slalu dihatinya
Aku disini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya

Kalau aku masih tetap disini
Ku lewati semua yang terjadi
Aku menunggumu, oo~ aku menunggu

~{}~

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
Aku disini menunggunya
Masih berharap didalam hatinya

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apakah aku ada dihatinya
Aku disini menunggunya
Masih berharap didalam hatinya

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
Aku disini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya

Oo~
Suara dengarkanlah aku


**sigh**


been wondering what's in xiansheng mind now..!!~

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Saturday, April 10, 2010

ai..






xiansheng....

xiangnian ni...





**grief**

hadapi dengan senyuman dear...!!~




Hadapi dengan senyuman
Semua yang terjadi
Biar terjadi .
Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
Semua... Kan baik baik saja

Bila ketetapan tuhan
Sudah ditetapkan
Tetaplah sudah .
Tak ada yang bisa merubah
Dan takkan bisa berubah


Relakanlah saja ini
Bahwa semua yang terbaik
Terbaik untuk kita semua
Menyerahlah untuk menang


**sigh**

it's start with a smile..
it will always be...

keep on smiling Munchkin xiansheng..
don't stop smiling cause smile will drag the happiness to you...!!!~ =)

may all the happiness be with u dear..!!~ smile! =) will alway
s ai ni...

- needing TUV (read between the lines??)



alone in my class..
everyone are going home already..
leaving me sitting alone by the window in my class...
suddenly i feel ' sangat damai'...
x de rasa mo balek.....
rasa mcm nak duk sini jer sambil pandang syiling...
sama rasa mcm duk membungkam dalam bilik.
the difference is i cannot cry here...
afraid someone would probably come and have a look..
huh....

mau ke Pantai Perpat yang sunyi tu...
di khuatiri x selamat..
mau ke Pantai punggur crowded...
dan maseh sangat panas..
if only i could be anywhere i wish by blinking the eyes...
then i probably be there now...

i need an escapism..
i need sometime for myself..
i need beaches...
i need the sound of the peaceful wave...
i need a vacation...
i need u.. and ur explaination..
the reason for ur weirdness....


**grief**


i'm totally 1+(-1) = k.o.s.o.n.g.
but i'm waking up ....... (am i??)



1+(-1) = k.o.s.o.n.g.

kalau di tanya pasal rasa..
yer aku maseh ada rasa yang satu itu..
kalau di tanya pasal pedih...
yer rasa pedih itu yang menuetralkan rasa yang satu itu..

**grief**

ai ta.. maseh dan sangat!





Kamu seperti hantu
Terus menghantuiku
Ke mana pun tubuhku pergi
Kau terus membayangi aku

Salahku biarkan kamu
Bermain dengan hatiku
Aku tak bisa memusnahkan
Kau dari pikiranku ini


Di dalam keramaian aku masih merasa sepi
Sendiri memikirkan kamu
Kau genggam hatiku

Dan kau tuliskan namamu
Kau tulis namamu

Tubuhku ada di sini
Tetapi tidak jiwaku
Kosong yang hanya kurasakan
Kau telah tinggal di hatiku


Betapa bodohnya diriku
Mau diduakan dirimu
Namun bila hati berbicara
Aku sayang padamu

Kau takkan pernah tinggalkannya
Di hatimu cuma dia
Tetap juga kau inginkan ku
Kini apa dayaku

Putuskan dia, oh, kasih
Agar ku tak disaingi
Sungguh ku benci dirimu yang
Tak bisa memilih

Namun harus kuakui
Sukar untuk lepaskanmu
Akhirnya aku undur diri
Demi dia dan kamu

Betapa bodohnya kau
Mau diduakan dirimu
Namun bila Hati bicara
Aku Sayang padamu

Bila saja terus terang
Apa yang kau ingin
Muak diriku dengan sikapmu

everything-less

tiada perasaan yang dpt di kenalpasti...
tiada kata yg terucap...
tiada rasa..
tiada segala nya...


-neuron-neuron kejung dan x berfungsi..-


at my deepest grief...
**sigh***


-kaku.kelu.bisu-


jatuh terduduk terjerumus kedalam sebuah lubang yang gelap dan penuh duri...
berterbangan kepingan2 kaca hancur berderai tanpa dapat dikutip lagi..
berguguran manik-manik jernih mencucuri dan meratapi...
tertikam buluh runcing yang memecahkan kapilari-kapilari tanpa darah...
tersandar menunduk terfikir, mencari kesilapan, kelalaian dan kealpaan diri..
kaku..kelu..bisu.. tanpa tau apa perasaan yang menggelumang sambil menahan kesakitan itu tadi...


**grief***

drama apakah ini??!!~


-invisible-

11pm, 9 apr 2010 : both offline

1 am , 10 april 2010 : both invi with cam on!


hurm..... :(


1.15 am : hurm...... id lain?

Friday, April 9, 2010

it's finally here..!!~




the books are here...
i ordered these online from pts' bookcafe last week.. and it's here...
supposed to be at my front door on tuesday but i can only pick it up on thursday..
a little bit late from my other package to the other person.. but it's ok as long as it's here...

looking forward to finish reading those!




p/s: sorry x dapat sampul buku u... u have to wrap it up urself dear! and happy burfday in advanced!!~ (xpe kan bg 3 bulan awal? wakakaka)

Thursday, April 8, 2010

-adakah masih diriku di perlukan...??-




Ternyata semua bicaraku
Tersimpan di dalam hatiku
Ternyata semua soalanku
Tak pernah kau fikir di fikiran

Ternyata kau masih
Mencari kepastian dalam cinta
Dan disini masih
Menanti jawapannya

Korus
Tuhan tolong nyatakanlah
Padanya tentang cinta
Adakah masih diriku di perlukan

Tuhan tunjukkan padanya
Tentang apa yang ku fikirkan
Adakah cinta ini
Perlu untuk dirinya

Berbicara tentang cinta kita
Masih tiada noktah penghujungnya
Berbicara tentang perasaan
Simpan saja semua itu

Mengapa kau masih
Mencari kepastian dalam cinta
Dan disini masih
Menanti jawapannya

Life is tough...

Life is tough on me lately..
can't barely survived..
need a life machine to keep on breathing...
o' life....
why have been you tough on me??!!~





[song mode: carburator dung - my baby don't wanna play with me & hafiz - nokhtah cinta]

grief...


**grief....**

**sedey**

-invisible with cam. on-


"mulakan dunia baru..."?
tanpa aku?
dengan orang lama?


hurm....


[let the time and space takes over]



safril is  INVISIBLE!

WebCam is ON!

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

formspring.me

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/bornraisedntrap

dumb for happines....??!!~

"sometimes people is pretending to be dumb so that the other person doesn't have to look dumb"


i don't mind looking dumb as long as the other person is happy....

i don't mind being in my deepest grievousness as long as the other person is happy...

i don't mind throwing away my egos... so that the other person will be happy...

so am I dumb?
who care!!~

sometimes sacrification do pay off.. though in my case i don't really know either it's working that way...

the only thing i want is the other person will live in happiness although i'm not part of it...


everything seems getting far and farther...... daymnnn i miss the good old days b...


***Grief***




-suddenly i'm having a braindead... can't think... will rearrange the words later ...(if..)

. .... ... !!~



ai ta...
xiangnian ta...

(-_-')





bubbye kenangan.... [after 30 okt 2009]

archieve ym aku gone! meriah kan?? ade 8-9 im jer... sgt daym lh... ilang dah memory aku..huhu **grief**-

aku sangat sedey!

sebab kn aku ni short term memory loss aku sangat memerlukan archieve msg n saved sms....tp da takdir... aku saved.. bila paste kt folder...?? daymnnn tggal skit...
aritu satu folder sms kt hp aku ilang....ni archieve ym lk... sangat x bley nk trima!



kawan aku kata ...

"sabar2 yana.... mak aku selalu pesan yang mende kita kalau ilang, tu maknanya kita akan hilang mende yang lebih bermakna... so ia jadi peringatan agar kita terus berhati2 sblm mende yang lebih penting ilang sis.."

"kdg2 apa yang kau simpan utk mengingatkan kau kpd perkara2 yang tak best sebenarnya jadi macam satu kanser yang akan terus merebak...."...


aku kata ...

"aku x ready utk kehilangan bnda penting tu.. dan proses kemoterapi sangat saket ...ok!"


aku akan cuba mengadaptasi keadaan...!!~


"Rabbi Yassir wa la tu'assir. Rabbi tamim bil khair" ...
-O Allah, make it easy, and do not make it difficult. O Allah, make it end well-




Life is a precious gift... u're my precious gift sent but won't stay.... (-_-')



grief....



"Rabbi Yassir wa la tu'assir. Rabbi tamim bil khair" ...
-O Allah, make it easy, and do not make it difficult. O Allah, make it end well-

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

remove me!!!~

it's been 3 weeks after i'm having tonsillectomy.... and thank to Allah there's not much problem i'm having...

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Terima kaseh kepada keikhlasan dan ketulusan hati...

terima kaseh kepada keikhlasan dan ketulusan hati kerana engkau aku tersungkur lagi..

terima kaseh kepada keikhlasan dan ketulusan hati kerana engkau aku tak mampu berpura2..

terima kaseh kepada keikhlasan dan ketulusan hati kerana engkau aku terpaksa berlakon demi menjaga kehormatan nya..

terima kaseh kepada keikhlasan dan ketulusan hati kerana engkau lakonan ku di salah erti..

terima kaseh kepada keikhlasan dan ketulusan hati kerana engkau aku di tuduh bersetongkol..

terima kaseh kepada keikhlasan dan ketulusan hati kerana engkau dia tidak mempercayai ku lagi..

terima kaseh kepada keikhlasan dan ketulusan hati kerana engkau dia menjauhkan diri..

terima kaseh kepada keikhlasan dan ketulusan hati kerana engkau dia meminta ku utk tidak mencari nya lagi..

terima kaseh kepada keikhlasan dan ketulusan hati kerana engkau aku terjatuh dan terduduk di saat aku perlukan segala penguat semangat yang ada untuk kembali pulih..

terima kaseh kepada keikhlasan dan ketulusan hati kerana engkau aku menangis lagi..

terima kaseh kepada keikhlasan dan ketulusan hati kerana engkau aku musnah kembali..

terima kaseh kepada keikhlasan dan ketulusan hati kerana engkau hati ku mati..!!~




kerana ikhlas dan tulus nya hati ku kini aku kembali saket....sangat saket!
telah ku cuba seikhlas mungkin menerima nya.. setulus mungkin kepadanya namun aku tetap terluka.... telah ku cuba menutup cela nya.. tapi aku di tuduh bersetongkol... aku keliru... aku jatuh lagi setelah di bangkitkan oleh nya... kini aku tidak mungkin bisa bangkit lagi... biarlah hatiku mati di sini... mati bersama chenta yang pernah singgah membahagiakan diri ini...
smuga bahagia mengiringi kehidupan nya....


Sunday, February 7, 2010

Life is an aRT..!!~





me and my coLours of Life...!!~

cLick HeRE to view my CoLours...




-bRaT-


Thursday, January 7, 2010

pengesahan dalam perkhidmatan....


that's been written on the letter i accepted from the office...

with a smile on my face.. i announced proudly "jyyeaaHHh dah sah jawatan...da bley lawan boss" wakakakkaka...

my colleague continue. " dakwat dAh kering weh.." ...
meaning there's no need to put my face down when facing boss..huhu.. i can speak out loud now.. i can speak up my opinion,... i can further my study.. and i can....... being transfered!.. huh daymn!



"BERKHIDMAT UNTUK NEGARA"

Yana Harmila Haron.


huhu.....

Saturday, January 2, 2010

"One thing you can be sure of I'll never ask for more than your love"





If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever Oh, so clearly

I might have been in love before

But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you


Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you


If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you


Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you



Friday, January 1, 2010

i want nobody but You baby..!!~







You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change. (Saranghae)

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking
Baby why aren't you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it's not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can't we just, just be like this
Cause it's you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I'm with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want no body, body
I don't want no body, body

Honey you know it's you that I want, it's you that I need
Why can't you see~

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody (2x)

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can't it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you.