that's been written on the letter i accepted from the office...
with a smile on my face.. i announced proudly "jyyeaaHHh dah sah jawatan...da bley lawan boss" wakakakkaka...
my colleague continue. " dakwat dAh kering weh.." ...
meaning there's no need to put my face down when facing boss..huhu.. i can speak out loud now.. i can speak up my opinion,... i can further my study.. and i can....... being transfered!.. huh daymn!
start my day with something that wasn't supposed to be happen.... then berturusan dan berjangkit-jangkitan sehari-harian... i'm not happy..
aku menyusahkan banyak org arini...
aku buat orang kelam kabut..
aku buat my family bengang..
aku penyebab semua plan bertukar dan brubah..
aku sangat sedey...
aku sangat tidak enjoy trip ke indonesia kali ni..
aku nekad utk mendiamkan diri.. tp aku end up acting normal.. pada hal dalam hati aku sangat tidak tenteram.. sangat celaru.. sangat tidak tau nak rasa apa... am i supposed to be sad atas kegembiraan orang lain... atau am i supposed to act happy atas kesediahan hati aku?
satu hari ni.. hati rasa macam di genggan dengan kuat... sangat sesak dan sangat memeritkan...
daymn aku sangat sedey... serius ni sangat sangat pedih rasa nya,... kalau bley nangis lama dah aku nangi.. akekekek...
after bali ... mersing.. KL... now i'm off to Klantan and trengganu .... hahaha
with couple of rm50 notes i'm off for another trip.. but this time.. shopping is out of my list lor..
couple of rm50 notes aren't enough for me to do shopping..huk..
the worse part is..... i'm officially broke.. daymNN... where the heck can i get instant cash for bandung/jakarta trip...?? can't ask my mom for 'buat ada-ada' money this time.. coz mom herself will be joining the trip and so do my 2 youngest bro n sis... which officially meant that... "you're on ur own Yana HarmiLa!!~" daYmMNnnnnn again...!!~
i already counting my coins .. and still figure out where the heck i'm gonna trade this coins into rm notes.. at least there will be another 2 extra rm50 notes in my wallet..huhu
pathetic isn't it...??
but i don't care... i wanna go jalan-jalan puas-puas tahun ni.. don't know why.. but i think i can smell next year will be a difficult year for me... huh...