(-_-')

aq sudah meletakkan diri ku pada paras paling bawah bg mu..

jika itu masih belum cukup rendah buatmu...

terserah lah pada mu..

sudah tiada usaha yang mampu ku lakukan lagi...

yang tinggal hanya Doa dan sabar...

smuga Allah sentiasa berada di sisi aq dan kamu...

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku..

aku terleka lagi...

aku sangka aku kuat....

namun sbenarnya..

aku lagi lemah dr sang semut..

aku lagi lemah dr sehelai daun kering yang berterbangan di tiup sang angin..

cuma dengan sepotong ayat aku jd lemah x bermaya..

aku jadi jatuh dan terduduk lagi..

karna dari awal lagi aku x sanggup untuk menghadapi keadaan ini..

Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku...

Bantu lah aku..

kuatkan lah jiwa ku..hati ku... semangat ku..

aku x sanggup menghadapi kemungkinan yang mendatang.

Kau pn tahu bagaimana perasaan ku di kala ini..

ampun kan aku karna aku sering terleka dan lalai..

Ku mohon padaMu Yang Maha Berkuasa...

permudahkan lah urusan kami...

Beri lah yang terbaek buat kami...

Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku..

Buka kan lah mata hati ku..

jangan lah Kau butakan aku dengan perasaan ini,.

Berikan lah petunjuk pada ku...

adakah ini seperti yang ku sangka kan..

atau hanya sekadar menjauhkan diri dariku..

knapa mudah benar melepaskan diri dr masalah..

tidakkah perlu memikrkan tentang perasaan ku juga...

Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku..

Ku sedekah kan Al-Fatihah ayat agong Mu kepada nya..

smuga di permudahkan urusan nya..

smuga dia di lindungi oleh Mu..

smuga dia di berkati dan ditabahkan hati...

dan smuga dia tidak lupa akan ku...

Kau bantu lah dia... kau bantu lah aku.

Kau bantu lah kami umat-umat mu...

Allahhu Akbar!

can u feel this magic in the air..?

Today was a fairytale
You were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
I wore a dress
You wore a dark grey t-shirt
You told me I was pretty
When I looked like a mess
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down
Whenever you're around

Can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
All that I can say
Is now it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down
Whenever you're around

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down
Whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

i am not the kind of girl..who...

I am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in
On a white veil occasion
But you are not the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl

I sneak in and see her friends
And her snotty little family
All dressed in pastel

And she is yelling at a bridesmaid
Somewhere back inside a room
Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry

This is surely not
What you thought it would be
And I lose myself in a daydream
Where I stand and say:

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
When they said "speak now"

Fun gestures are exchanged
And the organ starts to play
A song that sounds like a death march

And I am hiding in the curtains
It seems that I was uninvited
By your lovely bride-to-be

She floats down the aisle
Like a pageant queen
But I know you wish it was me
You wish it was me (Don't cha?)

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
When they said "speak now"

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
Your time is running out
When they said, "speak now"

Oh Oh Oh! ( said speak now.... )


I hear the preacher say
"Speak now or forever ho-old your pea-ea-ea-eace
There's the silence, there's my last chance
I stand up with shaking hands, all eyes on me

Horrified looks from
Everyone in the room
But I'm only looking at you.

I am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in
On a white veil occasion
But you are NOT the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl!!!!!

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said, "speak now"

You Say
Let's run away now
I'll meet you when
I'm out of my tux at the back door

Baby, I didn't say my vows
So glad you were around when they said
"Speak now"

i just want to be ok..!!~

I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok
I just want to be ok today
I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok
I just want to be ok today

I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today
I just want to feel something today
I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today
I just want to feel something today

CHORUS:
Open me up and you will see
I'm a gallery of broken hearts
I'm beyond repair, let me be
And give me back my broken parts

I just want to know today, know today, know today
I just want to know something today
I just want to know today, know today, know today
Know that maybe I will be ok

CHORUS

Just give me back my pieces
Just give them back to me please
Just give me back my pieces
And let me hold my broken parts

I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok
I just want to be ok today
I just want to be ok, be ok, be ok
I just want to be ok today

I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today
I just want to feel something today
I just want to know today, know today, know today
Know that maybe I will be ok
Know that maybe I will be ok
Know that maybe I will be ok

Just let the love begin..!!~ =)

We have fallen down again tonight
In this world it’s hard to get it right
Try to make your heart feel like a glove
What it needs is love, love, love

Everybody, everybody wants to love
Everybody, everybody wants to be loved
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Everybody, everybody wants to love
Everybody, everybody wants to be loved
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Happy is the heart that still feels pain
Darkness drains and light will come again
Swing open up your chest and let it in
Just let the love, love, love begin

Everybody, everybody wants to love
Everybody, everybody wants to be loved
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Everybody, everybody wants to love
Everybody, everybody wants to be loved
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

oh everybody knows the love
Everybody holds the love
Everybody falls for love

Everybody feels the love
Everybody steals the love,
everybody heals with love
Oh, oh, oh, oh, just let the love, love, love begin

Everybody, everybody wants to love
Everybody, everybody wants to be loved
Oh, oh, oh, Just let the love, love, love begin

Everybody, everybody wants to love
Everybody, everybody wants to be loved
Oh, oh, oh, Just let the love, love, love begin

Everybody, everybody wants to love
Everybody, everybody wants to be loved
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Everybody feels to love
Everybody steals to be loved
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Everybody, everybody wants to love (oh everybody)
Everybody, everybody wants to be loved (oh everybody)
Oh, oh, oh, (oh everybody) oh, oh, oh (oh everybody) oh, oh, oh, oh. Oh.
Everybody, everybody wants to love (oh everybody)
Everybody, everybody wants to be loved (oh everybody)
Oh, oh, oh, (oh everybody) oh, oh, oh (oh everybody) oh, oh, oh, oh. Oh.

I love the way you say good morning... (^_^)

If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cause I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cause I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cause I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.

You & I...!!~

don't you worry, there my honey
we might not have any money
but we've got our love to pay the bills

maybe I think you're cute and funny,
maybe I wanna do what bunnies do with you,
if you know what I mean

Oh, let's get rich and buy our parents homes in the South of France
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there, you and I, you and I, you and I,

well you might be a bit confused
and you might be a little bit bruised
but baby how we spoon like no one else
so I will help you read those books
if you will soothe my worried looks
and we will put the lonesome on the shelf

oh let’s get rich and buy our parents homes in the South of France
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there you and I, you and I, you and I

oh, let’s get rich and buy our parents homes in the south of France
let's get rich and give everybody nice sweaters
and teach them how to dance
let's get rich and build our house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants
from way up there you and I, you and I, you and I

wiLL You Fly me away..my Love??

Silver Moons and paper chains,
Faded maps and shiny things.
You're my favorite one-man show.
A million different ways to go.

Will you fly me away?
Take me away with you,
My love.

Painted scenes, I'm up all night.
Slaying monsters, flying kites.
Speak to me in foreign tongues.
Share your secrets one by one.

Will you fly me away?
Take me away with you,
My love.

Now I cant think what life was like
Before I had you by my side.
Cant say what I'd do without you,
Knowing what its like to have you.

Hidden walk ways back in time.
Endless stories, lovers cry.
In my mind I've been set free.
Will you take this Journey
You and Me?

Will you Fly me away?
Take me away with you,
My love.

Fly me away with you,
My Love.

Take me away with you,
My Love.

you and me ... we're stuck like glue baby...

MMMM better...MMMM better...
Absolutely no one that knows me better
No one that can make me feel sooo goooood
How did we stay so long together?
When everybody, everybody said we never would
And just when I, I start to think they're right
That love has died...

[Chorus:]
There you go making my heart beat again,
Heart beat again,
Heart beat again
There you go making me feel like a kid
Won't you do it and do it one time?
There you go pulling me right back in,
Right back in,
Right back in
And I know-oo I'm never letting this go-ooo

I'm stuck on you
Whutooo whutooo
Stuck like glue
You and me baby we're stuck like glue
Whutooo whutooo
Stuck like glue
You and me baby we're stuck like glue

Some days I don't feel like trying
Some days you know I wanna just give up
When it doesn't matter who's right, thought about it all night
Had enough
You give me that look
"I'm sorry baby let's make up"
You do that thing that makes me laugh
And just like that...

[Chorus:]
There you go making my heart beat again,
Heart beat again,
Heart beat again
There you go making me feel like a kid
Won't you do it and do it one time
There you go pulling me right back in,
Right back in,
Right back in
And I know-oo I'm never letting this go-ooo

I'm stuck on you
Whutooo whutooo
Stuck like glue
You and me baby we're stuck like glue
Whutooo whutooo
Stuck like glue
You and me baby were stuck like glue

Whutooo Whutoo

You almost stay out, too stuck together from the ATL
Whutooo Whutoo
Feeling kinda sick?
Just a spoon full of sugar make it better real quick

I say
Whutooo Whutoo
Whatcha gonna do with that?
Whutooo Whutoo
Come on over here with that
Sugar sticky sweet stuff
Come on give me that stuff
Everybody wants some
Melodies that get stuck

Up in your head
Whutooo whutooo

Up in your head
Whutooo whutooo

Up in your head
Whutooo whutooo

Up in your head
Whutooo whutooo
Whuthoo whutooo
Stuck like glue
You and me together, say, it's all I wanna do
I said

[Chorus:]
There you go making my heart beat again,
Heart beat again,
Heart beat again
There you go making me feel like a kid
Won't you do it and do it one time
There you go pulling me right back in,
Right back in,
Right back in
And I know-oo I'm never letting this go-ooo

There you go making my heart beat again,
Heart beat again,
Heart beat again
There you go making me feel like a kid
Won't you do it and do it one time
There you go pulling me right back in,
Right back in,
Right back in
And I know-oo I'm never letting this go-ooo
I'm stuck on you

Whutooo whutooo
Stuck like glue
You and me baby we're stuck like glue
Whutooo whutooo
Stuck like glue
You and me baby were stuck like glue
Whutooo whutooo
Stuck like glue
You and me baby we're stuck like glue

should i stop expressing ..?

the last time i'm actually blogging was for friendster's blog...

i wrote about my life... my past... and my everyday life...

how fun and exciting my life was..

all of the sudden without notice i found myself here... expressing my emotional dysfunction in blogspot....

day after day i try to write something i used to back there but i end up with staring at my blog for a while before i start clicking on someone else blog...haha

guess i wasn't meant to be a blogger anymore lah...

hurm... alahai..

i lost the excitement in life dah ke? hadoi!

owh opss...

just realized.. i'd been posting emotional dysfunction related post all this while... even worse... there's sad love songs posted as well.... haha i'm just an emotional person whom can't hide her emotion... =P

i'm sorry that u had to read and listen to all of this....

check the songs out babes... most of the songs i posted are my personal fave .... =)

aku rendu stengah mati kepada mu...!!~

aku ingin engkau ada di sini
menemaniku saat sepi
menemaniku saat gundah

berat hidup ini tanpa dirimu
ku hanya mencintai kamu
ku hanya memiliki kamu

reff:
aku rindu setengah mati kepadamu
sungguh ku ingin kau tahu
aku rindu setengah mati

meski tlah lama kita tak bertemu
ku selalu memimpikan kamu
ku tak bisa hidup tanpamu

repeat reff

aku rindu setengah mati

aku rindu setengah mati kepadamu
sungguh ku ingin kau tahu
aku rindu

I Miss You

"I Miss You"

(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
[x3]

(I miss you, I miss you) [x4]

eppy new year...(owh i'm gonna be a year older then..huh)

i'm not an active blogger...

i'm not a blogger in fact...

i just wrote to express my feelings...

so this is kinda personal blog lah...

i'm sorry if there's frustration involved after a single click to my blog =P

happy belated new year though...

and happy burfday to my beloved brother, uda..!!~

carpe diem guys ..!!~

kamu..

jika kamu gundah gulana..

saya rasa gelap gulita..

jika kamu serabut kepala hutak..

saya rasa nak tercabut hati yang bengkak..

jika kamu sayu dan suram..

sy rasa pilu dan bungkam..

jika kamu x mau di ganggu..

saya rasa tersiksa menunggu..

*siGh..*

memang x engat langsung ke? hurm.....

oh... i almost forgot..!

oh.. i almost forgot that i'm broke...

i bought too many thing these 2 days...

i bought things that i don't really need...

i blame myself for not reminding me that i'm actually broke...huk..

still i drove from Bp to Pt Raja with the intention to buy more things....hahaha

thanx to my best buddy, dwiyana... for not reminding me that i'm actually broke...huk huk huk

Kerispatih - Kejujuran Hati

Lirik ni..... :(

qīnài de..

Xiānshēng...


Wǒ xiǎngniàn nǐ... sangat!!~

Nǐ wèishéme méiyǒu zhème zuò guò? Nǐ dāyìng rìzi huì bǎ nǐ duì wǒ shuō shíhuà wǒ qīnài de..

Nǐ ràng wǒ shāngxīn... :(

You should have told me that your feelings had faded..

it's impossible to understand..
what's going through in a guy's heart..
You told me that you wanted me..
and now that i've had given you everything..
you tell me you're leaving..

You told me that it was the first time you felt this way..
and said i that was special..
i believed you.. and it was my happiness..

You should have told me that your feelings had faded..
i had no idea, and i continued to depend on you..
Although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you..
because i'm a girl, to whom love is everything..

They say that when you give a guy all he wants..
he quickly gets bored..
and now i know that's the truth..
and although i tell myself..
i'll never be tricked by love again..
i fall in love, and my heart is broken again..

You should have told me that your feelings had faded..
i had no idea, and i continued to depend on you..
Although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you..
because i'm a girl, to whom love is everything..

They say that when you give a guy all he wants..
he quickly gets bored..
and now i know that's the truth..
and although i tell myself..
i'll never be tricked by love again..
i fall in love, and my heart is broken again..

You should have told me that your feelings had faded..
i had no idea, and i continued to depend on you..
Although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you..
because i'm a girl, to whom love is everything..

please don't break the hearts of girls..
who'll do anything for love..
i didn't know that living this life while being loves would be so hard..
Although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you..
because i'm a girl, to whom love is everything..
Although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you..
because i'm a girl, to whom love is everything..

[today we broke up..
you told me to meet someone better than you...
and be happy..
you're just like all the other guys..
what happened to when you told me that you loved me?
honestly, i don't want you to be happy...
what am i going to do if you really forget about me?
i'm in so much pain, more pain than i can bare...
because i'm still in love with you..]

please don't break the herats of girls..
who'll do anything for love..
i didn't know that living this life while being loves would be so hard..
Although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you..
because i'm a girl, to whom love is everything..

Although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you..
because i'm a girl, to whom love is everything..

Although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you..
because i'm a girl, to whom love is everything..

Although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you..
[there's someone i'm in love with..]
because i'm a girl, to whom love is everything..
[although i can't be with her now...
i'm still in love with her..]

silence it is...

"tears o' tears..
Why are u here?
"I'm sad.."

Tears o' tears..
Why are u sad?
"i'm in grief"

Tears o' tears..
Why are u in grief?
"i'm missing"

Tears o' tears..
Why are u missing?
"because of the silence"

I Luph U, Bibeh :-* ...!!~

Biar kata nenek sihir
Bagiku kau Britney Spears
O o
I luph u bibeh

Biar kata mirip buaya
Bagiku Luna Maya
O o
I luph u bibeh

Aku cinta kepadamu...
Sayang ini hanya untukmu...
Untukmu untukmu...

Biar kata kau musibah
Bagiku kau anugrah
O o
I luph u bibeh

Biar orang berkata apa
Bagiku kau segalanya
O o
I luph u bibeh

Aku cinta kepadamu...
Sayang ini hanya untukmu...
Untukmu untukmu...

I luph u bibeh
I luph u bibeh
I luph u bibeh.....

Aku cinta kepadamu...
Sayang ini hanya untukmu...
untukmu...

Aku cinta kepadamu...
Sayang ini hanya untukmu...
Untukmu untukmu... untukmu..



***************************

-={I Luph U, Bibeh...haha :-* }=-

:-D

jugak!!~

||Bila rasaku ini rasamu (-_-')||

Aku memang terlanjur mencintaimu
Dan tak pernah ku sesali itu
Seluruh jiwa rela ku serahkan
Mengenang janji setiaku

Kumohon jangan jadikan semua ini
Alasan kau menyakitiku
Meskipun cintamu tak hanya untukku
Tapi cobalah sejenak mengerti

Bila rasaku ini rasamu
Sanggupkah engkau menahan sakitnya
Terkhianati cinta yang kau jaga

Coba bayangkan kembali
Betapa hancurnya hati ini kasih
Semua telah terjadi

Aku memang terlanjur mencintaimu

**sigh**

xiangnian ni xiansheng......

happY Teacher's day...!!~ miss u guys a lot!~

miss u all a lot!!~

-the joy we had...
the pain we shared...
will always on my mind...!!~-

** all pix are non-edited, curik from my friends and my personal collection... sorry about the quality!!~

trima kaseh for every single things.....!!~

happy mother's day mak..

happy father's day on advance abah!!

silence....

silent baby....

life and gambling...!!~

life is like gambling...

everything is possible....!!!~
i gambled mine..

and i'm stuck between dream and reality...
when love is like a dream..

the reality kills the sleeps..!!~

||Takkan Ku menyerah Kalah || Walau mimpi ku musnah || Harapan Ku hancur || Sayapku patah||

Tak pernah sesaat daku meragui
apa yang telah daku temui
slama ini,

Tak pernah sesaat daku menyesali,
apa yang telah aku nikmati,
apa ku alami,
slagi hayat di kandung badan,

Takkan ku menyerah kalah,
walau mimpi ku musnah,
harapan ku hancur,
sayapku patah,
kan ku pancarkan cahaya,
seperti pelita ke srata dunia,
yang gelap gelita
sehingga hembusan nafas
yang terakhir.

tak pernah sesaat ku mencurigai,
apa yg telah aku kecapi,
stakat ini,

tiba saatnya kan ku tangisi,
pada yang pergi, takkan kembali
Kembali lagi,

Slagi jasadku belum terkubur!
Slagi tubuhku, belum ditimpa uzur!
pantang datuk nenek moyangku,
Berundur!

Akan Ku Pancar Cahaya Seperti Pelita,
Ke Srata Dunia,
Seperti Cahaya.

sorry..

is that all..?

what's that supposed to mean?

hurm...

-diam lebey baek-

xiangnian ta..

hurm...

oh rendu plak!

saat kau jauh......

Baru sebentar saja
Kau bergegas meninggalkanku
Rasa rindu padamu
Kini bersarang di benakku

Cinta itu anugrah
Yang tak mungkin mudah
Ku melepaskannya

Walau seribu rintangan
Tak gentar ku untuk
Menjalani semua denganmu

Dengarkanlah aku yang setia di hatimu
Kehadiranmu sungguh berharga bagiku
Maka jangan terlalu lama engkau jauh
Jauh di pandangan mataku

Semua rasa curigaku terhadapmu
Semata karena ku takut kehilanganmu
Maka jangan coba tuk berpaling darimu
Berpaling mengkhianatiku

jangan pernah berubah...!!~

Biarkan waktu teruslah berputar
Mencintai kamu penuh rasa sabar
Meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan
Ku ikhlas ‘tuk bertahan

Cintaku padamu begitu besar
Namun kau tak pernah bisa merasakan
Malah kini kau ucapkan selamat tinggal
Membuat keresahan

Reff:[*]
Meninggalkanku tanpa perasaan
Hingga ku jatuhkan airmata
Kekecewaan ku sungguh tak berarah
Biarkan ku harus bertahan

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Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah
Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah

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Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
Ku relakan yang indah dalam hatinya

||~¡¡˙˙buǝɥsuɐıx uɐıubuɐıx||

˙˙˙uıʞɥɔunɯ

||~¡¡˙˙buǝɥsuɐıx ıu uɐıubuɐıx||

**ɟǝıɹb**

||~¡¡˙˙ɹɐǝp noʎ ɥʇıʍ ǝq ssǝuıddɐɥ ǝɥʇ ןןɐ ʎɐɯ||

"Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku
Tiada lagi keresahan
Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku
Tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan

Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah

Maaf jikaku tidak sempurna
Tika bahagia mula menjelma
Bila keyakinan datang merasa
Kasih disalut dengan kejujuran

Mencintai dirimu
Merindui dirimu
Memiliki dirimu
Hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu

Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah

Kau yang bernama cinta
Hingga aku rasa indah"

still waiting for the explanation.....

-munchkin-....

-abcdefghijklmnopqrstvwxyz-

sangat.

still..Will...

it's been weeks....
Still and Will be waiting for the explaination and clarification...

(-_-') hurm...

**grief...**

Doa ketika dukacita dan bersedih...


"Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku adalah hambaMu, anak kepada hambaMu, anak kepada hamba perempuanMu, ubun-ubunku di tanganMu, terlaksana ke atasku hukumanMu dan adil kehakimanMu terhadapku, aku memohon kepadaMu dengan setiap nama yang Engkau namakan dengannya diriMu, atau Engkau turunkan di dalam kitabMu, atau Engkau telah mengajarnya kepada seseorang daripada makhlukMu atau yang tersembunyi pada ilmu ghaib di sisiMu, jadikanlah Al-Quran penenang hatiku, cahaya di dadaku, penghapus kedukaanku dan penghilang kesusahanku."



**grief**

waiting.. and still waiting.... menanti konklusi sambil mengadaptasi...!!~

sucks!!~

i'd try to be as busy as a bee...
but still i end up staring at nothing...
i have books in my hand...
i didn't read it... i'm frozen...my mind is frozen...
i have notebooks in front of me...
i didn't write anything...i'm frozen...
i have lappy in front of me...
i'm facebooking but still... i'm frozen....


i will be freeze like this untill i found the answer for each questions mark hanging all over me?
ignoring and avoiding won't solve problems...
confront and explain!
will be waiting until u get the guts to confront and explain!

be fair dear!!~

aku Bukan superman dear....

Aku bukanlah superman
Aku juga bisa nangis
Jika kekasih hatiku
Pergi meninggalkan aku

Ayahku selalu berkata padaku
Laki-laki tak boleh nangis
Harus selalu kuat harus selalu tangguh
Harus bisa jadi tahan banting

Tapi ternyata sakitnya cinta
Buat aku menangis

Ayahku selalu memarahi aku
Jika jatuh air mataku
Kata ayah selalu air mata itu
Adalah tanda kelemahan
Tapi ternyata air mataku
Ternyata jatuh juga

separuh jiwa ku pergi..bersama kamu..!!~

Separuh Jiwaku Pergi
Memang Indah Semua
Tapi Berakhir Luka

Benar ku Mencintaimu
Tapi Tak Begini
Kau Khianati Hati Ini
Kau Curangi Aku

Kau Bilang Tak Pernah Bahagia
Selama Dengan Aku
itu Ucap Bibirmu

Kau Dustakan Semua
Yang Kita Bina
Kau Hancurkan Semua

Kini roda Telah BerPutar....??!!~

Dulu aku kau puja
Dulu aku kau sayang
Dulu aku sang juara
Yang slalu engkau cinta
Kini roda telah berputar..

Kini aku kau hina
Kini aku kau buang
Jauh dari hidupmu
Kini aku sengsara
Roda memang telah berputar

Mana janji manismu
Mencintaiku sampai mati
Kini engkau pun pergi
Saat ku terpuruk sendiri
Akulah sang mantan
Akulah sang mantan

Sakit teriris sepi
Ketika cinta telah pergi
Akulah sang mantan
Akulah sang mantan

Mana janji manismu
Setia sampai aku mati
Kini engkau pun pergi
Saat ku jatuh dan sendiri

Mana janji janjimu


-where o' where anak kamben saya?-

huk..

damn.... i miss the owner of this note.... (-_-')

alahai..

tried to live life as usual..
tried to be happy..
tried to wake up rise and shine..
tried to forget..
try to back off..
tried everything...

but it's all seems fake...
everyone knows i'm pretending..


yes i still remember..
and still can't forget..
and still xiangnian wo de xiansheng..
:'(

Suaraku (Berharap) ~ Hijau Daun

Disini aku masih sendiri
merenungi hari-hari sepi
Aku tanpamu
Masih tanpamu

Bila esok hari datang lagi
Ku coba untuk hadapi semua ini
Meski tanpamu, Oo~ meski tanpamu

Bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar
Mentari yang tenang bersamaku disini
Ku dapat tertawa menangis merenung
di tempat ini aku bertahan

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
Aku disini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apakah aku slalu dihatinya
Aku disini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya

Kalau aku masih tetap disini
Ku lewati semua yang terjadi
Aku menunggumu, oo~ aku menunggu

~{}~

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
Aku disini menunggunya
Masih berharap didalam hatinya

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apakah aku ada dihatinya
Aku disini menunggunya
Masih berharap didalam hatinya

Suara dengarkanlah aku
Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku
Aku disini menunggunya
masih berharap di dalam hatinya

Oo~
Suara dengarkanlah aku

**sigh**


been wondering what's in xiansheng mind now..!!~

missing..

acdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz...

ai..

xiansheng....

xiangnian ni...





**grief**

hadapi dengan senyuman dear...!!~

Hadapi dengan senyuman
Semua yang terjadi
Biar terjadi .
Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
Semua... Kan baik baik saja

Bila ketetapan tuhan
Sudah ditetapkan
Tetaplah sudah .
Tak ada yang bisa merubah
Dan takkan bisa berubah

Relakanlah saja ini
Bahwa semua yang terbaik
Terbaik untuk kita semua
Menyerahlah untuk menang


**sigh**

it's start with a smile..
it will always be...
keep on smiling Munchkin xiansheng..
don't stop smiling cause smile will drag the happiness to you...!!!~ =)
may all the happiness be with u dear..!!~ smile! =) will always ai ni...

- needing TUV (read between the lines??)

alone in my class..
everyone are going home already..
leaving me sitting alone by the window in my class...
suddenly i feel ' sangat damai'...
x de rasa mo balek.....
rasa mcm nak duk sini jer sambil pandang syiling...
sama rasa mcm duk membungkam dalam bilik.
the difference is i cannot cry here...
afraid someone would probably come and have a look..
huh....

mau ke Pantai Perpat yang sunyi tu...
di khuatiri x selamat..
mau ke Pantai punggur crowded...
dan maseh sangat panas..
if only i could be anywhere i wish by blinking the eyes...
then i probably be there now...

i need an escapism..
i need sometime for myself..
i need beaches...
i need the sound of the peaceful wave...
i need a vacation...
i need u.. and ur explaination..
the reason for ur weirdness....


**grief**


i'm totally 1+(-1) = k.o.s.o.n.g.
but i'm waking up ....... (am i??)

1+(-1) = k.o.s.o.n.g.

kalau di tanya pasal rasa..
yer aku maseh ada rasa yang satu itu..
kalau di tanya pasal pedih...
yer rasa pedih itu yang menuetralkan rasa yang satu itu..

**grief**

ai ta.. maseh dan sangat!





Kamu seperti hantu
Terus menghantuiku
Ke mana pun tubuhku pergi
Kau terus membayangi aku
Salahku biarkan kamu
Bermain dengan hatiku
Aku tak bisa memusnahkan
Kau dari pikiranku ini

Di dalam keramaian aku masih merasa sepi
Sendiri memikirkan kamu
Kau genggam hatiku
Dan kau tuliskan namamu
Kau tulis namamu

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